5 days left and I'm... Blogging

So it's my first post.. YAY! anyway. I was just in the car rockin out to some song and then the weirdest thing happened. The song stopped and I got this ping of loneliness all the sudden. It just keeps hitting me everyday now that I'm not with my lovers at Cuse. The majority of which I wont get to see till next YEAR :( either. I miss you all and I don't know how I'll handle it. Lets count here.... may, june, july, august, september, october, november, december thats... 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8... EIGHT MONTHS without Cuse and wayyyy to many Cuse lovers. 

--- on a happier side note, I'm currently watching Two A Days, whatever happened to this show? its so fabulous. this girl is going hunting in PEARLS?!?!---

ok so.. This is my blog for those 8 months where I'll be traveling alllllll around Europe makin it my bitch lol but really EVERYWHERE. And this is so everyone can know what I'm up to and get updates on me when its hard to get in touch. But everyone better get themselves Skype and a webcam. That way we can leave each other videos on facebook and video chat and funnnn stuff!!

in 5 days I head to the first part of my journey, Florence Italy. and can we just talk for a second.. about the fact that I have no FUCKING clue what I'm getting myself into. Like here is what I know.. 1. I'm living with an Italian family, probably with someone else too 2. I'm taking one course thats a photography course 3. I'll be in Florence or Firenze 4. It will probably be balls hot 5. I'm hopefully going to be able travel. FIVE things. thats NOTHING!!! AHHH. and I'm kind of a planner type. I dont need everything planned out in front of me but I like to have a better idea about what I'm getting myself into. ughhh.

Thats my life at the moment. I miss everyone at Cuse. I'll let you know how everything goes with Florence. I know it will be fabulous but I just don't know exactly how yet.